It was my adventures

Hye . This time im gonna share with you all a little more stories about my 'intresting' lifestories . Well , i was born on 11th of June 1996 at Hospital Keningau , Sabah , Malaysia . My zodiac is Gemini . I went to kindergarten at 4years old till 6years old . When i was 7 until 12 , i went to primary school at Sk . Sungai Anib III Sandakan , Sabah .  On 13 i went to secondary shcool at Smk Sandakan II , Sandakan , Sabah . At first my life was normal like the other teenagers . Happy . Stay with buddies , have a conversation , gossip , make up a rumors and etc that is my life . But everything was changed when suddenly a doctor confirmed that ive suffer a cancer on stage 1 last year , on 2011  . It was a Fibroids Cancer where was known as Rabdhiomyosarcoma . Fortunatelly the cancer was detected earlier . I had to take a leave from school  for a quite long time bc i need to undergo for the removal of the uterus operation .  I was sent to Hospital Likas , at Kota Kinabalu for the operation . And thankgod i was safely undergone the operation . I was putted on intensive care unit (ICU) for almost 2days . That  was the most hard moment for me . The effects of surgical sutures in my stomach makes me difficult to move or cough . My mom is the only person who take care of me . She woke all day  to take a look on me . I was so weak . I have no eneergy at all , and everytime i feel like im givin up ,  my mom keep encourage me  , she said that iam a brave and strong young lady . After admited for a quite long time , i was allowed to discharge , but my misery does not ends there ,  when i went to the hospital for my appoiment , the doctor said , i need to undergo for a chemotherapy . 6cycle of chemotherapy . orelelse ive only got 6months to go . and my parents and i also have been informed the effect of the chemotherapy towards my body . At first ive refused to undergo that treatment , but i have no guts since im underage my parents decide everythings for me . at last , i agreed to undergo that treatment evendo im broken inside . On the first chemo , everythings is okay and nothing weird happen . But on the second and next chemo session , my hair start to falled one by one . At a time , im afraid to look my face on a mirror . Bc my face is totaly alike a zombie or a fire victims . my face , my hair , its horrible . My Eyelashes and eyebrows also fall .  Im crying . Im dying inside . people around me feel bad seing me on that condition , but for me , what was i felt on that time was cannot be described with words . Ive made a decission to cut all my hair left . And i was balded . I feel suck .  My friends start gettin away from me . Ugh . Its really hard for me . But God give me an unsual strength to faced His test . Days from days im gettin weak , gettin skinny . Evendo its hard , but ive made it . ive go tru the 6cycle of chemotherapy . and now , here i am . (: The healthy Nurul Ainnie . The Craziest Person that you will ever meet . Guys , before i ends up this post , i would like to give an advice , Take Care Of Yourself . Do not Underestimate The Health issue . Its Determine your future . (: Thts All . do follow me yah . Thanks .

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